I tell myself that I am not afraid

My outfit yesterday… Inspiration was from Atlantic Pacific:

I had saved this inspiration years ago I think. Even though I am somewhat getting dressed every other day. My heart is just not in it. I feel out of shape and blab and mostly the emotional drain inside totally shows on the outside I feel.

Blazer - Gap

Top - From Turkey

Belt - Vintage

Necklace, Leggings - Forever 21

Flats - Tilly's

WEDNESDAY:
We try to create joy and fun during a very difficult time and there is nothing like family to do that...

Candle in the Wind

Inspiration:

Hat, Necklace - J Crew

Shirt, Jacket, Jeans - Forever 21

Boots - Steve Madden

TODAY:
I have been absent for quite sometime. Today was the first time in 9 days I think I left the house as I have to return to my mommy duties. My dad is still hanging in there but trying to describe the emotions we have been and are still going through as he is deteriorating right in front of our eyes are impossible to describe.
My sister in law was still in town with my little nephew so she joined me as we went on a field trip to the Japanese Friendship Garden and Timken Art Museum with my daughter's outdoor class…

Make Each Day Count

Saturday's inspiration was from the Who What Wear website that I frequently get inspirations from:

Obviously it is a loose interpretation of this inspiration.  It was too warm to wear my mustard sweater so I went with the yellow one and no gloves.

 Everyone comment on these shoes whenever I wear them. People think they are uncomfortable but they are flats and of course we know that pointy toe is beyond your actual toes so it doesn't effect you at all. They are definitely statement shoes.

Sweater - Victoria's Secret

Blouse - Bebe

Skirt - J Crew

Scarf - kika Paprika

Shoes - Zara

Purse - Thread Show

I don't even know the days… They are all kind of mashed together. Emotions are running wild from one moment to the next. My dad's condition is changing so rapidly it is impossible to cope and adopt but we do somehow. My brother is here and is staying, family members are trying to make arrangements to come. My family is helping with food and the kids. Starting this week i will have to engage friends as I don't know if we'll make it from one day to the next.

Went to the 'Pinkalcious' play with my daughter on Saturday when my dad was still OK:

Today (Sunday) the boys got together at Dad's house to watch the big Charger Game:

Before I left the boys to their game...